Agneepath : Review

Agneepath , 2012 Film directed by Karan Malhotra and Produced by Dharma Productions based on a movie with same name Produced by Yash Johar and directed by Mukul S Anand starring Amit uncle.

The movie has famous lines written by HarivanshRai Batchan in the poem Agneepath which has been said both in start and in the climax by the protagonist.

When comparing with original , MithunDa roles has been removed and Rauf Lala played by Rishi Kapoor has been included. Hence there is some change in the script.

The story is typical Revenge after grow story where Vijay’s Character takes revenge for his Father’s death who was hanged by Kancha played by Sanjay Baba.

Story has been discussed a lot and I’m going to emphasis only on the positives and negatives in the movie.

Powerful acting by Sanjay Dutt , Hrithik and Rishi Kapoor with Om Puri rightly doing what is cake walk for him. No meaty role for PG , Zarina did with to play the role of Susheela.

Songs were great to see when visualized particularly the song when Rauf Lala’s son is about to get married and the "Deva Shree Ganesha" song. Back ground music is one of the best in recent times.

Screenplay is week in parts and is suddenly flashes and then again becomes dull. The screenplay is moved by performances by actors and this part alone in the movie has to be changed, iFeel.

Sanjay Baba gets salute from me for his ruthless performance though my expectations was huge , somewhere I feel he didn’t do a Gabbar singh when he had an opportunity to do so.

The art direction of erecting a complete set in diu was visible and I thank Sabu Cyril who in my opinion is no 1 in Production design in India at present.

Cinematography looks classic at least for the dark scenes in mandwa And crowded places in Dongri … "Deva Shree Ganesha" Cinematography will live in my eyes for sure.

Ravi K Chandran and one more fellow (I don’t remember the name) have done a perfect job .

Chikni Chameli was fine , I m not impressed thanks to countless time I have watched…

The Dialogues were a downer I feel. Though there were lot of montages , places where dialogues needed to be crisp weren’t. The area should have been improved particularly it is a Revenge Gang war story.

I would definitely vouch to see the movie and I feel it as a great start for Bollywood this year (At least for me)

                                                                

Don’t miss this. Go Mind-blind and you will enjoy.

Life ends before it starts...

Sajda was sitting in the first seat of the Company bus en route to office.  To describe her way of living will be similar to describe the word loquaciousness that proved she was energetic and go on the run kind of girl. Any damn fellow will be running for her throughout his life just to get mesmerized by her free falling hair and gorgeous eye, the only two things men get most crazy of by seeing any women.

Years ago, when I got first re-located here and took on the firsts of journeys in my third home, my bus, which shifts us from our locality to office and back, the day when my eyes stopped to twinkle and my mind ceased to think post describing her beauty with every passerby, I felt sarcastically that there is nothing extraordinary about her just making me feel the other way inside.  I was infuriated most of the times by her so called childish behavior never suited for corporate life. But gone are the days when our colleagues shall be strict and of villainous nature. Industry we are in makes us to work with those characters that are rarely qualified for sixth grade based on their way of living. Being Childish.  

Not even I was allocated in my first project I proposed to Sajda. There is one thing I must admit on. Men never think twice before deciding the girl and will never think even once to make them happy. For men, feeling the gal happy is only thing they know. My age was to feel romantic and I was romantic in every way I possibly could. I was never a person who knows to hide the emotions in heart and particularly when the gal who swept you of the feet and made you to jump topsy-turvy sits next to your cubicle, I wasn’t able to and hence spelt the three beautiful words assuring her that life for me was her and I was determined to make her life blissfully happy.

Happiest times were those which not only proved productive in love life but also officially getting our due of recognition. Spending coffee time and travel was most beautiful when we could well imagine years of our future. Literally and metaphorically we were together either in office or through phone calls, even in dreams, dreaming about a love story each of them playing the lead roles.

Sajda improved her way of living while with me from being childish to getting matured when demanded. She started taking decisions of life time which proved great for our future and ironic when we laughed over popcorn thinking the state of childishness she was earlier.

I used to dream about my future, my better half, and the way every fellow dreams of. For most of them it might have been a passing memory, for luckiest folks like me, time will come when we see that as a reality. She loved me as much as I loved her rather I love her. I would embrace her tightly and kiss her whenever I feel deserted. Shoulder for me is the only thing I rely upon to wipe my sadness. She might not be an angel for others, for me she was and is, might be no one borrowed my eyes to see her.  We never hesitated to shed our ego to be normal again. There wasn’t a day when I didn't get up with a smiling face to see her smiling face that was ready with a cup of filter coffee.

Those times went on for 4 years. But then, the inevitable happened. She became indifferent, impassive and her cheerful personality had diminished. "What happened to her"? I asked myself...Gradually, she diminished her phone calls to me. I tried cajoling her to talk to me but to no avail. Then, after weeks of cajoling, she finally told me that she had changed (she didn't know why, it just came all of a sudden). She told me that our characters do not match and sad to say that we should not continue the relationship. She implied that I'm a person who does not care much about the world around me (which is quite true as I don't trust friends and I'm quite a loner) She also said that there are small little things that also add up to her discontent. I was shocked and shattered ... I didn't know that she felt that way all this time... Well, I knew about my weaknesses but I thought that she accepted them. I cried and showed not the tears but the affection I still had in my heart. She said that it’s better for us to separate rather than go deeper into an unhappy relationship than is destined to failure (which is, sad to say, true). I am still in a deep depressed state. It’s been 2 years since she broke up with me...

I hoped to be with her again every second. It’s actually not her fault. She was doing the only sensible thing (to break up before we go any deeper). Sometimes, I feel like life is fragile.....

A beautiful thing like love can be ended abruptly that feels like a precious thing had been taken away from me...

Ladies Vs Ricky Bah Review

Ladies Vs Ricky Bahl is a about a Womanizer and Con Man who traps women and loots them with precision romanticism  and about revenge of three girls who plan a plot hiring a sales women friend. Climax proves who changes the idealism the protagonist or the Hired woman. As simple as pouring a local arrack in Costly Italian Wine Bottle to look dramatic romantic and designer one, new style used in bollywood.

The trend of taking a old plot , put a designer brand label shine it with typical youth lingo, hot shots and chasy screenplay is not new in bollywood and Director has perfectly done it. I should appreciate the director for his making style which is almost similar to Band Baja Bharaat.

Talking about the movie, Movie starts in Delhi where Ranveer flirts and traps a gal using family sentiments, Purani Haveli and etc and loots twenty lakhs. Next He travels to Bombay to cheat a Manager stating Hussains Art work. When that is media exposed another gal along with the Delhi gal shares the agony with the Bombay gal to confirm the three were robbed by same fellow. These three, hire Anushka Sharma, a talented Saleswoman Friend of the Bombay gal and plan to cheat Ranveer. The rest of the story falls in how Anushka Sharma plots the cheat Ranveer and does she falls in love with the conman or he falls for her, does these three girls get there money back is the climax.

Positives : Not bad screenplay , Nice acting and looks of Ranveer and Anushka, The Delhi gal(I don’t remember who is she) she is cute ,looks like girl next door and she is superb in acting , iAPPRECIATE, Nice editing and locations. Never feel bored making(though it’s a old wine in a new bottle) Cinematography was classic and suits the storyline

Negatives:  OLD CRAP CONMAN STORY , using baazigar dialog was sick, Har Kar zithne waale ko Baazigar kahte hain… How cum a big conman get Looted so cheapish  sinks logic in most part, Music not so great BG not mesmerizing.

I liked the cinematography in parts where montages were used, Goa looked sexy as usual.

Watchable if you more interested in pop corn than movie… But having said that, positives for Ranveer and the director to scale up in industry is more…Time PASS Entertainment from YASH RAJ FILMS.

OSTHE

Osthe , Dabaang Remake, Tamil version of a movie that created history in Box Office Collection,  is a Frame by Frame remake of original directed by Dil DHool Gilli Fame Dharani and acted by Young Superstar STR.  This movie is about a Police Inspector how he tangles with the badie and destroys him completely who has in course of getting elected in By-election kills STR’s mother. This story also revolves around emotional drama of Step Father ,Step Brother Mother Son relationship. 

Positives : Non Changed Screenplay from the original, Acted of Simbu and Sonu Sood, Some times Clicking Comedy and timing of Comedians including Santhanam,Thambi Ramayya and Mailsami, Editing, Music to some extend. 

Negatives : Little draggy pre climax and No Scope for heroine, Same monotonous Fight songs sequences and even locations. Some non bursting PJ (Poor Jokes),CINEMATOGRAPHY is bad

This movie is MASS, People who expect some logic and sense in subject don’t watch, if you want three hour time pass and entertainment, you can watch.

Though I like , I wish these mass entertainers are killing film industry and the standard of it. What to do, People Like it and the producers get money and hence they invest back on Mass entertainers. Any Time better that STR’s Counterpart Mass Movies.

Will Never create same magic as SALMAN as STR is STR SALMAN is SALMAN.

For Sure it will miss the DABAANG MAGIC.

OSTHE = SILAMBATTAM

Panjaa : Telugu Movie a Review

Panjaa a Telugu Movie starring Pawan Kalyan and directed by Vishnuvardhan is the movie I'm going to review now. Yuvan scoring music with Sreekar Prasad editing and PS Vinod handling the camera completes the crew. Its a Gang War Kind of movie with the protagonist being brought up by Jackie Shroff is loyal to his master. Like his brother films and a film of his own Pawan Kalyan chooses to act a role mostly based in Kolkatta. I smell there is something between Chiru family and Kolkatta. Atul Kulkarni starts his own Dada-Gangster-Kirana Shop after being Loyal to Jackie and hence becomes Badie II. Tanikella Bharni as Guruvaiya has done a decent job. Munna son of Jackie returns from Foreign just to be a bad guy a spoilt brat, a sadist enough to kill a gal and psycho enough to insult his fathers Henchmen and loyal-men. Then thanks to turn of events the power shifts from Jackie's hand to Atul's Gang making Pawan Kalyan a scapegoat killing his friends. Pawan Kalyan escapes to Sandhya's place (Yeah sorry forgot to mention ,Pawan kalyan's Love interest) to safeguard her. There is one more Goonda here.Pawan Kalyan kills him too. Well enough of RE Viewing the story lets get into critic shoes.

Movie story is collaboration of multiple Hollywood,Hindi,Telugu and Tamil movies. Vishnuvardhan is in Billa Mood of making old movies this time without crediting for. Screenplay by Rahul Koda (Who is he?) is worst. First half was literally irritating with three odd sick songs and a fight or two. Introduction of Pawan Kalyan is worst. Movie gives a punching (at least compared to boring first half) Interval block only to lose its speed in second half when story moves to the village. Only relief being short visit of Bhramanandam ,one of the greatest Comedy Actor ever to be seen in Indian Screen. Director has instituted a song for Bhramanandam making himself not believing his own script. Climax is what the the fight between Pawan kalyan and once loyal DADA(read as bro or Goonda for Jackie).

Sreekar prasad Most National award winning Editor failed to impress me. PS VINOD has not even delivered what he delivered in Tees Mar Khan. Yuvans worst performance. The bearded look of Pawan is worst when compared to my Bearded look I say. Sarah Dias Jones is below average heroines doesn know how to emote making her sick. The second heroine Anjali is better when compared to leading lady atleast she acted better than SDJ. 


This movie has no potential of making it into a decent screenplay as plot was week and hence all departments fell as a pack of cards.


This movie can even say remake of his own film Balu and I dont remember the second one. Remake of His dad's movie being a Do gooder with a flash  back village story. GOD Please make sure I dont go to his movie again. I would have better watched tomo's Booked movies OSTHE and LADIES Vs Ricky




Please don't watch even in Pirated DVDs. Watch Vijays movie if you want.

Mayakkam Enna Review

Mayakkam Enna , Tamil movie directed by Selvaraghavan, Dhanush and Richa playing lead roles, Ramji Kola Bhaskar GV completing the technical Team.
The story of Mayakkam enna is simple, Life of Wildlife Photographer, How the protagonist manages to Travel his life of being a Wild life photographer from a man with Photography as passion, Friends they have, the gal he accidently loves and marriages, plagiarism of his work, hatred, depression, suicide attempt, semi lunatic, power of women , pinnacle of life... This is the story as simple as candy.

With a close look to Selva’s previous films , there won’t be any difference of zero to hero kind of stories. This one is also a typical narration of his previous films. These films as his previous films are not for fun going audiences. Though the script calls for a mass, the narration and the way of filming describes as Class.

Straight away without re-viewing the story I emphasis on the positives and negatives of the movie. When talking about the positives , first thing comes to my mind is the narration and the way of film making which gives way scope to the actors, technicians to perform. That is very important and Selva has always mastered it. Ramji photography is classical as the story demands the same. The still shots and the montages when Dhanush explores forest are visual treat. Coloring and Tone is splendidly maintained throughout the movie. The Visuals in songs are classical. I don’t know why the entire movie was short in Bokeh style giving a blur or shallow depth to shots making it more appealing.

I Tweeted to Ravi K Chandran , stating the classical cinematography of Ramji. He replied stating that he was always Ramjis fan for his raw and real cinematography. That’s true. Paisa Vasool for the photography in the movie.

Dhanush proves he is a performer. His style and power of acting as a want to be photographer, sensual emotions, drunkenness, aspirations, shall do whatever to achieve goal feeling, psycho and lunatic acting, climax acceptance is performed with chanceless energy. He deserves applause.

Richa has seldom role to perform in first half and has shown tremendous power in second half. Displaying women power, and the acting is flawless. She is hot , thanks to cameraman.

Kola bhaskar has proved he is veteran. To master the art of editing with the shots given by Ramji is no mere work and Kola Bhaskar has challenged and won. I salute him.

Lack of BGM in first half makes you feel the screenplay is draggy but it is not so. Main theme music is played/re recorded multiple times in the movie with different tempos and levels is great. Songs suits in well and I liked it.
Places the dialogues are crossed over the limit, but that’s what typical Selva is. He makes for people next door and thats true.
Again , I confirm that this movie is not for Fun, its classic , its powerful.
My Rating : 4/5 Better than 7 AM review.

kathal Pyar Vairamuthu Gulzar

Love  is defined the best  in Tamil: தன்னை  மறந்த  நிலையில்  உருவாகும்  உணர்வு .

Meaning : Love is a feeling which happens only when one cant realize himself.

A spontaneous feeling of (overpowering earnest longing) attachment  (to God, a being, an object or an idea) that shapes up while you are in a state of forgetting yourself  and contemplating on the beauty and perfection of  God, the object, being or an idea. True love is a surge in feeling of becoming one with a being, an object or an idea.

Ancient Tamil poet and scholar திருவள்ளுவர்   (Tiruvalluvar) has described the Concept of Love in different stages in his collection of 1330 Thirukurals. Namely the chapters that explain Love are  களவியல் ( Surreptitious Love.  Verses 1081-1150) கற்பியல் (Monogamous Marital bliss. Verses 1151-1330) காமத்துப்பால் ( Treatise on Sexual love -  Verses 1081-1330 )

According to Arabic literature, there are seven stages of love.

हब – attraction, उन्स  – Infatuation, इश्क -  Love, अकीदत – Reverence, इबादत – worship, जूनून – obsession, मौत – death

The philosophy of Love mentioned in any form of literature and by anyone in any generation is common and substantial to any generation and walk of life. The language might be different but the glory of Love remains same.

Hub as defines as attraction is defined as   desirability, Lure or a pull towards you.  “Annalum nokinal avalum nokinal ” from the famous kambaramayanam is an exact example for this stage. The attraction of desire , the lure is sophisticated by the pair of eyes, intensity in the feel and the beauty beyond imagination.

The Lines of Vairan (Vairamuthu, My Teacher) is best suited here.

கைகள் நான்கும் தீண்டும் முன்னே

கண்கள் நான்கும் தீண்டிடுமே

மோகம் கொஞ்சம் முளை விடுமே ,கண் பார்வை முதல் நிலையே

Translation : Before the quartet of hands collage, two pairs of eyes meet. Seldom passion sprouts up, attraction with eyes is the first stage.

The similar lines of Gulzar says, the touch of eyes (sight), created slight attraction. The heart started feeling the attraction.

आन्खोने  ने  कुछ  ऐसा  छुआ  हल्का  हल्का  उन्स  हुआ

हल्का  हल्का  उन्स  हुआ  दिल  को  महसूस  हुआ 

Powerful lines of Mirza Ghalib has been used here. He compares the feeling of love as uncontrollable fire which is very difficult to be lit and once lit cannot be extinguished.

इश्क  कर  जोर  नहीं  है  ये  वोह  आतिश  ग़ालिब

जो  लगाये  न  लगे  और  बुझाये  न  बने 

Second stage of Love is infatuation. What I feel is no one can understand love who has not experienced infatuation. And no one can understand infatuation, no matter how many times he has experienced it. Vividly described by Vairan as 

ஆருயிரே என்னுயிரே உள்ளம் கொண்டது  ஊர்  மயக்கம்

இன்னுயிரே காதலில் இரண்டாம் நிலை தான் பால் மயக்கம்

And Hence people feel this as highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain, causes eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise and the lips to wrinkle.

Gulzar Challenges Vairan here saying 

छूती  है  मुझे  सरगोशी  से

आँखों  में  घुली  खामोशी  से

मैं  फर्श  पे  सजदे  करता  हूँ

कुछ  होश  में  कुछ  बेहोशी  से   

Acme of Life is Love, says Vairan. These lines vividly describes the summit the person shall be reaching in his feeling. Vairan arues with Gulzar stating “Amrith (sacred water) flows thr my veins , my life is experiencing a new kind of pain unique only to me”.

மெய் தீண்டும் நேசம் தொடங்கியதோ

இது  காதலின்  மூன்றாம்  படி  நிலையோ

என்  உடல்  வழி  அமிர்தம்  வழிகொன்றதோ    

என்  உயிர்  மட்டும் புது  வித  வழி  கொண்டதோ

This stage is most heavenly and zenith of all stages. Post this stage the concept of advaita peeps in. The Feeling of oneness starts to flow and the process of destruction of self is started. 

“நாங்கம்  நிலை”(Fourth stage) is clearly depicted by Vairan in these lines.

என்  நறுமலரே  உன்னை  தொழுது  விட்டேன்

என்  சுய  நினைவென்பதை  இழந்து  விட்டேன்

அந்த  சூரியன்  எழும்  திசை  மறந்து  விட்டேன்

கண்கள்  தாண்டி  போகதே  என்  ஆருயிரே  என்  ஓருயிரே

ஒரு  காதலிலே  மொத்தம்  ஏழு  நிலை

நாம் இது  வரை  கண்டது  நான்கு  நிலை 

Having said that, I have serious questions here. Why does Love between the Genders of Homo sapiens is difficult to reach way point beyond the Stage three unless in seldom cases where the motive is of self-destruction of ego?

This stage crossing beyond third stage can never be possible unless there are so many obsessions having no means of realness and practicality. Satisfied Love can’t be in search of junoon , the பித்து  நிலை (Lunatic Stage).

As said, the stages superior to Junoon needs high amount of energy and passion to sustain and reach the atman , prime reason to live. Well interesting point is the amount of power of mind to revert back to normal stage is enormous than to complete this stage thus making the completion of stage possible only if there is passion. The Raag-ic sutras explained in Yoga sutras also accepts this philosophy .

A Combined explanation of these stages is very much needed. Reverence and worship goes hand in hand. With respect Comes worship. Sajda is the right word for the same. Conversion of Dvaita to Advaita starts only when there is complete respect for the Being. This being can always be representation of God, Brahminism, Love, Devotion for anything and everything experienced in nature.

என்  உடல்  பொறுல்  தந்தேன்  சரண்  புகுந்தேன்  

என்  உயிரை  உனக்குள்   ஊற்றி  விட்டேன் 

இதுதான்  காதலில்  ஐந்து  நிலை , நான்  உன்  கையில்  நீர்  திவலை

This Line is my favorite of Vairan. "நான்  உன்  கையில்  நீர்  திவலை" meaning I m a vessel in your hands.

मेरा  जीना  जूनून  मेरा  मरना  जूनून

अब  इसके  सिवा  नहीं  कोई  सुकून

“I have forget the direction of rising sun,I started worshiping you”. Worshiping your beloved, god etc means complete oneness , “सजदा”. Submission means Sajda.

“என்  உடல்  பொருள்  தந்தேன் ”. I would regard this as complete submission. Sajda. These lines makes me to quick remark on the language and literature are one and same with different script. The Feel is the same.

Here the stage one achieves has everything to do to with the feel of Existence as Oneness. Here the person actually relates the self-living with the breathing of object in question.

All these stages are infallible and these stages are been carried devout bhaktas and fanatic theists.

Till Here, the author(S) maintain(s) the sacred steps of Love. The stages , people experience in their life.

The torturous journey starts here where the Junoon (Mania) starts the final process of destruction. This destruction can lead to self destruction of EGO or in cases where there is unquenchable madness in can lead to destruction.

ஒரு  மூகதினால்  வரும்  பித்து  நிலை 

இது  மூசமில்லை   ஒரு  முக்தி  நிலை 

நம்  காதலிலே  இது  ஆறு  நிலை 

Vairan says this stage as பித்து  (Lunatic). And also adds by saying that this stage is a stage of முக்தி Salvation and not dangerous.

The Final Stage of Love is Death. Literal meaning can give raise to obvious reasons of lost and depression and sadness. But universal acceptance of this shall be the destruction of Ego(Fanaa) and Advaita (non Dualism).

இந்த  காதலில்  மரணம்  ஏழு  நிலை 

இது  இல்லை  என்றால்  அது  காதல்  இல்லை 

உடல்  மரிக்கின்ற  காதல்  மரிப்பதில்லை  மரிப்பதில்லை

  

If a person chooses these stages for a being , I doubt he can really cross the third stage, As the path thereof with a being shall be too torturous and unquenchable. This path shall be only valid for being if he/ she tries the path of Fanaa the self-destruction of Ego. The non-dualism path and its attainment shall be path of self-enlightenment and the process of Kaivilya (Singularity). The saints of these paths reach the Shirasha of Energy chakra.

Yogic process of attaining Kaivaliya can also be an example of these.

Vairan and Gulzar have impressed me to compare their styles right from Dil se days to Ravaan. They are uncomparable so is the Language they write for.

I would really like to recreate Ghalibs verse here… stating

“He compares the feeling of love as uncontrollable fire which is very difficult to be lit and once lit cannot be extinguished.”

Happy Blogging.

PS: Tamil spelling mistakes are inevitable thanks to editor used. Please ignore.

Dedicated this post to all those who sincere any relationship.

Penne

Alavilla magizhchiyai manathirku thanthai

Agathil olinthirukum aasayai koithai

Un anbal andavanukke poramayai uruvaakinai

Asai podum nimidangalil un punnagayai veesinaye!!!

Alaravaitha un pasam

Aakroshathil un penmai

Aalkadal pondra un Porumai

anaikatta un perumai

Anbiten asaiten aasaipaten

In nimidam porumadi

Nimidangal nindru vida aanayitten…

kannirandil

Balartha Mazhai

Bayangra Kaatru

Kizhikum Minnal

Karutha Karmegam

Jillendru Panithuzhi

Jallendra Thenaruvi

Azhagana Nila Velichem

Anbana Natchatram

Ivai Ellam nan Kandrenadi

Immaikul ozhindirkum un

kannirandil

Satisfied destiny

Destiny is what we decide? is it? I never believe that. Do I ? Should I ? Do I want to decide what my destiny is ? I never want to. Destiny is always said the path you attain or attend to reach so called Destiny. Hence the path. Is the path what we define is worth calling destiny.

You walk on a road for going to medical shop. Medical Shop is your destiny. Path can't be your destiny. Right ? Medical shop is a physical goal. Something like need to be  a millionaire. But in virtual goal or rather goal cant be quantified , like need to be happy successful, which always tend to relate with your mental equilibrium and hence destiny is defined as the path. Small shops which you reach and buy something leading to medial shop is called destiny.

Hence Never quantify your destiny. See destiny in as many shops you can. As well said, reach happiness in what you do, sleep well daily feeling you have reached as many shops as intended or dream of. At least be satisfied with having circumstances i have reached as many shops i could. Satisfaction remains main power behind your reaching destiny. Unsatisfied mind cant work to solve tomorrows satisfied job. You intend to reach 12km by lunch after a nap you planned to reach next 12 km to reach the destination. while having the nap if you are not satisfied that you are on a right path at right speed the journey of next 12km shall be difficult.  nature gives you tasks on short mid term long term basis. goals and destiny also varies as said. hence getting satisfied and happiness in these varied destiny is much more important than reaching the goal itself. Eat a chocolate  with a feeling that it sucks. You will understand the prime motive of what is being discussed.

You may come across lot of obstacles ,people will envy you, your self confidence shall be shattered never care for the same. Be satisfied for what you achieve and for not what you want. There can't be any time in the world which you can feel unsatisfied and still reap the fruity taste of it.

PS : Never Read the last page of the novel that makes you to come to reality.

PS1: I m not the best, but my sufferings taught me what i m capable of and what i'm satisfied of.

Happy Blogging

Nam Uravu

kalai aaru maniku endu

salaiyei thandi tea kadail nindra enaku

un darishnam en moksham

ethenic day endrai

en intha maramandaiku etta villai

nee indru selayil varuvayendru...

partha maru kanam sethen

ithu en rendam piravi

thai piranthal nee en tharam

indru nee en arai tharam.

aanal en adi enakku ipozhuthu vekkam...

arai adayil tea kadaiku vantha enaku

bus era en manam thudithathu

bus eriya un manam 

en ariige vandu vizhunthathu...

ithu kadhal endru nan kotchai padutha virumbavillai

iv uravuku per vaika virupam illai

nam uravu , or uravu

atharku nan thandai nee thayee...

Where we Live : An Answer

I Live Here ...A life which is said to be lived is never lived . Isn't ?  And yeah , that's true , people never live the way it ought to be. Where we live ? is my question and the answer is a nostalgic feeling and a futuristic answer. Truth can never be hidden with myth. I sustain with the fact that life is lie to be tortured to understand the sanity in  it. 

Do we live in our emotional existence or in belief that makes a reality a myth. No one understands  the truth behind living and the fact beyond human life and its existence. We are not here to be bothered of atomic existence beyond life and we are just here to realize the need to live of the way of life. 

Delusional way of living is in fact the truth of life ,do we accept to be lived in a virtual space where truth is a reality amalgamated with myth. Or do we live in a reality with existence known only to the eyes. Do we ever tend to live beyond the capturing data of optical system provided to mankind. Why , in fact and reality people live in a delusional world thereby making others feel that they live in a real world. 

Do people know how to differentiate between the said lines? Do people enjoy the myth of reality without the truth in existence of delusional world? Moreover which is acceptance? I personally feel the reality is people live in the world which they want to. They want to in the sense the reality which they make up in  their minds. We live in  the world which we create in our minds and that makes the real world so happy to live in. That makes  this physical world just a carrier that transits the real world that we create in our minds. 

And it's apt not to read the last page of the novel that makes to come into reality. I Assure the life is meaningful.

சுட்டும்விழிச் சுடர் : a tribute to my beloved

சுட்டும்விழிச் சுடர்தான்,- கண்ணம்மா!
சூரிய சந்திரரோ?
வட்டக் கரியவிழி,- கண்ணம்மா!
வானக் கருமைகொல்லோ?
பட்டுக் கருநீலப் - புடவை
பதித்த நல்வயிரம்
நட்ட நடுநிசியில் - தெரியும்
நக்ஷத்தி ரங்களடீ!


சோலைமல ரொளியோ - உனது
சுந்தரப் புன்னகைதான்?
நீலக்கட லலையே - உனது
நெஞ்சி லலைகளடீ!
கோலக்குயி லோசை - உனது
குரலி னிமையடீ!
வாலைக் குமரியடீ,- கண்ணம்மா!
மருவக் காதல்கொண்டேன்.


சாத்திரம்பேசுகிறாய்,- கண்ணம்மா!
சாத்திர மேதுக்கடீ
ஆத்திரங் கொண்டவர்க்கே,- கண்ணம்மா!
சாத்திர முண்டோடீ?
மூத்தவர் சம்மதியில் - வதுவை
முறைகள் பின்புசெய்வோம்;
காத்திருப் பேனோடீ?- இது பார்,
கன்னத்து முத்தமொன்று!

Eyes are the only reason for beauty isn't. Beauty as embarrassed by Keats, i join him , as the only thing i knew on earth and indeed still survive to know. Beauty lies really on  the  eyes of beholder and when the subject of beauty shall be the eyes, and ye are the only reason for knowing and describing the beauty. isn't? As similar to the Beauty of the eyes can be compared to varied emotions a eye can bring forth , the varied emotions of landscape a human can see , i shall compare the eyes of my beloved and its beauty. The beloved eyes of my beloved are captured similar to the innumerable shooting starts twinkling at the dusk , just like my restless eyes to watch.

Your smile , my beloved shall be compared to the alluring grandeur of the garden with its magnificent beauty. The waves of blue ocean shall be compared to your thoughts which blossom as a beauty. Birds voice is yours and my beloved your voice is as sweet as cuckoo. Life teaches every human the innocence to live and that make my beloved to be in live with you.

Culture and tradition are being taught to you and i m not one to care for the same , and the reason i m in love with you. Lets break the tradition if you wish which i m for and if you feel we are in a hurry , let our wedding happen later as decided , but till then,   , i m just in require of a enchanting kiss on my cheek , my beloved,

my beauty and  my beloved.


Mahakavi - Suttum vizhi sudar thaan - Unplugged version | Musicians Available

My Life @ Payoda...

Life is all about transport of emotions, state and nature... And i strongly mean by the word called transition which has happened to me for the past year or so. I salute my association with Payoda and the realm of  separation , is start to write my thoughts.

Payoda , the name means Bearing Cloud... Post my transition from Satyam , i was looking for an opportunity to show my skills and the opportunity from the day uno i was provided to cultivate the habit of growing skills and with exceptional team and the management , it was all set for a new career opportunity to learn and to learn...

Technically apart i m here to explain my Life @ Payoda.... My friends,my outings , movies , best and worst time spent here ... this shall remain as a memoir for my future and cherish able time recalling philosophy...  and ...

Its nostalgia , not of your child age but of a year from now. I landed in CBE airport on 25th of November. Lodged in the mansion which is near to my office and happening place of Ram Nagar where i did stay for couple of months.  Bunch of friends , is always fun when you be here , i mean it ... learn to live and enjoy is the life i lived and i shall miss post leaving here a month from now.

There are times you feel , you were lost in life and suddenly you realize , the life has just begun. And sweetest thing is you cherish those memoirs not when you lose those but on the times you love to cherish them. That's life ... take life as it comes...  


My learning here in payoda helped me to develop my interpersonal skills , my communication and most of all exposed my weakness in man management. But , time taught me a lot. I m really happy that i was associated with giants of laughter , simplicity with exceptional attitude , lifestyle and so on. To live is to be simple is what i got to know from here and i really fathom the greatness amalgamated with this bunch of fellows.

Where to start and what to , is what you will always miss when you are around this bunch of fellows. We always are around with each others magnificent sense of laughter and sense of humor  , a way of life defining itself called 'Sillarai' meaning stupidity for fun. This makes life easier. With all time bound emotions to be carried in this life , I always this way of life made me to forget my agony of past and always taught me to live at this very moment . This made me to attain greater respect to meet the given task and with greater quality and mind you with always fun as the motto. This way of life , by this i mean , the way to live easily transformed each and every individual to attain all his planned aspiration and his epitome of elixir. That's what we need , isn't it? Why we are here?, aren't we are in this innocent planet to live as fun, excitement and to cherish the need to live. Yes , we are and hence we are here. 

Is the way of live which i allied to Sillarai  started with me joining or it was there here? Do we possess this as a hidden talent? Well , actually this is a hidden talent which each and every individual owns and they tend to be afraid to exhibit the same. Shyness makes them not to have fun. This is kind of fun which is more than the word fun. The way of life mentioned here is more than the word fun , and it relates to the extreme delight to be lived for. Extreme fun i mean here , by means of enjoyment , in work , in theater in food court , in travel from dawn to dusk. We lived, i lived and i mean the same to be lived by each and everyone of the same.    

without providing any kind of vivid description of my live and make you all , head swollen, i would make it as crisp as possible.  


Particularly when Kali left for Chennai yesterday , the mood here is very dull. We either the roommates or in office are really feeling dull. Kali , Bala Kishore and myself are roommates with Anand , ramesh , Logesh and Pradeep are other members of Sillarai gang. For us , life is fun and we lived as much as possible .


My relieving date is next friday and kishore to Follow next month. Others some time sooner shall join us in chennai sooner to continue our Sillarai Gang. 

With all emotions of Parting this organization , most important the people here , i through this blog mention my deep hearty thanks to all this sillarai gang for giving me space in their hearts.

This is for me Life @ Payoda...

Ravaan Music Review : Behne de jigar mein

Music review are written to express their interest after listening to a music album. Nothing behind me as a musical expert other than being a Producer of Music Album, i wanted to write review of this film and the reasons are obvious. Mani Ratnam , Greatest known director to Vaithee and that's me and ARR maestro . What else you need? Every time ARR composes for Mani , i get to remember AE /Yuva Episode of Mani not allowing to compose songs but wanted only BG Songs. ARR Proved no director in the world can remove his songs even his mentor and guru and founder Mani. Am i right or over expressive? i believe i m not.

Not deviating from the Topic , i m here in my blog to express my first impression on Ravaan (Hindi Version of Bi lingual Film) Music. Before it was set to release on 24th of this month Beera Beera was a block buster. 

Every Film's story line is said to be guessed by the songs. Now , by Name Raavan is the movie is today's adaptation of myth book where Ravaan defeats ram? i guess so when i read directors note in the films website and his own production house website.Well all songs provide us a feeling of chasing involved. Some kind of thriller or to say some kind of a game to be played  between Vikram and Abhisek for AIsh.

Well again rather than reviewing in order i shall order in my fav listed order.

First and  Foremost is Behne De..... Provided yet another Fantabulous lyrical feast and is always true when veteran Gulzar is around and Karthik my favorite singer and it was proved. Most important the music was soothing in ones heart with its tempo and u feel ... its the song to be listening millionth time in a day...Behne de mujhe behne de.. and literally i was thrown of my feat and i was moved with its excellent rendition

Next my favorite is ranja ranja .'Ranjha Ranjha' sung by Rekha Bhardwaj, Anuradha Sriram & Javed Ali has mix sounds of Punjabi folk and remixed beats. Javed Ali sounds so different in this one. 

Rahman's favorite is up next with 'Thok de Killi'. With sounds of bagpipes and more chorus singing, the song is uplifting. Drums and bugles sounds make it seem more of a 'war' song. After 'Rasiya' in Mangal Pandey, Rahman is here again with song of same genre. 'Ranja Ranja' sung by Rekha Bhardwaj, Anuradha Sriram & Javed Ali has mix sounds of Punjabi folk and remixed beats. Javed Ali sounds so different in this one.  

My Picks : Behne De, Ranja ranja and Beera Beera. 

WIth ARR not singing , i m disappointed and i feel with rich composition i m and my desperation to watch this movie has increased....  Waiting to listen Tamil version :-)

Rating : better than Guru... and not the best  4/5 and gulzar proved he is a veteran 

We Gang Trip to Athirapally

Rahat Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan

Rahat Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan , World’s one of the well known genius of Sufi and Qawalli singer, was born in Faisalabad in Pakistan. He was trained under his uncle Nusrat Sahib which is no mere coincidence but with his virtue of sheer knowledge and born talent, he mastered his born talent of Sufi singing and became world reckoning singer at young age. My intention of blogging on him was to salute his way of singing and mastering which happened to me , to listen some of the songs from Bombay Cinema. 

For MoTA its s well known fact that I have made myself a fan of Rahat , but eventually I wanted to take this opportunity to share my views on him and some of my favorites. I would start with mentioning the first song I happened to get mesmerize was the OSO song ‘Jag suna Suna’. OSO became a musical hit with all the songs beautifully filmed . Particularly I liked the song Jag suna suna which had rahat’s touch of brilliance. With exponentially beautiful style of Sufi singing it was made easy to look, but marvelously laid singing and was equally appreciated by the audience. Ore Piya from Aaja Nachle , Bolna Halke from JBJ and Jiya Dhadak Dhadak Jaaye from Kalyug and songs from Paap : Mann ki lagan are all my desktop favorites. I watched some of his live performance thanks to You tube and was amazed with his style of singing. Seriously he is blessed with great talent and is a genius and come from a family which is world known.

wEEKEND pASS tIME…

My last weekend was marvelous with entertainment. Though my weekend usually is one day week end extending till Monday afternoon, I enjoyed sitting on my bed and doing all these. Just a snap into this. After spending the way I enjoyed and also busy on weekdays, I just managed to write this post. Much is happening in Mot and I don’t want to miss my regular posts. Hence I decided to peep in the way I spend my last week end.

I managed to start my day with watching Vinnaithandi Varuvaya for fourth time in my laptop. This movie with my previous review on the same you could have gauged it, it has become my one of all time favorite movies. People who are not in for watching movie, please vouch for listening the songs the least and ARR won’t disappoint you. I bet. After romance I decided to change my theme to drama and i felt humbled enough on my enthusiasm after watching Rajni in Thalapathy directed by Mani Ratnam. I m not in for counting how many times I would have watched this movie and every time I watch this , this movie makes me feel , you are watching a movie of a Best known Director and a real super star. Music is by illairaja and I envy him. Though the plot is similar to Karna – Duruyodhana Friendship of Maha bharatha saga, the modern day themed epic was natural and it’s a typical Mani’s Film.

After watching back to back movies , I finished my breakfast somewhere down Sunday afternoon when you all might finished your nap after lunch.

Though a regular book / Fiction / Novel reader , it is ironic to start a book of Sidney Shelton for the first time. Yes First time in my life , my hands managed to read book written by Sidney. Started managed to complete a fourth of the book . Yeah vaithee, Sidney is not bad and you can ask motaites to recommend the works of Sidney. Then I managed to read the hindu, its special on Sunday and the only respectful News paper in English, I believe. I m also half through midnight children …. Review to come soon

Between movies and books, I did manage to listen to some music. Rather it became my all time hobby to play some songs. That usually happens with most of you. I started to listen some carnatic annamayya Kirthanai’s from abhisek rahguram and then started listening classics of ARR, my all time fav songs such as dil se re and Minsara kanavu and Connections when I was on drive. Jiya se jiya I bet is the best song when u are on drive. Kanner poventi (Malayalam) the list goes on.

did manage to watch snips of IPL and kamal Hassan interview in NDTV. Then managed to see the reality music show in star plus, not much in television front….

Spending time in movies and books with songs has become my aura in life and I feel , I managed to pass my time without having look into the watch. Life goes on.

Leader ... a Review

Leader … a telugu movie directed by Sekar Kamula is an exceptional and inspirational movie. Though the plot of the movie is based on a Harvard return young Chap who becomes CM and transforms the entire State, which we have seen many times in recent years, i vouch for the perfect treatment in the screen play and Man the hero … Rana (playing character of Arjun ) grand son of Established producer Shri . Rama Naidu with his aggressive tone and perfect dialogue delivery… He impressed me a lot.


The Story Begins with assassination of CM which is played by Suman . In his death bed he requests his son to be come the next CM. Soon after the Death of his father , arjun realizes how corrupt his father was. Whether Arjun becomes CM, How did u get his majority proven, what tricks he plays , How long he sustains , what he does to public… The Transformation from Politician to Leader is marvelously tracked in the ‘ma telugu talli song’ .

Background Song is awesome…. songs generally adds to scene in BG that sustains the pace of the movie…. Must watch movie just for the director who proved he is worth again… and to celebrate the next star Rana.

Gorgeous Love . . .

Hiding your face in the beautiful dress of sunset,

You reveal your soul as a full moon,

It is better you turn to face me ,

My heavenly love in store for you.

Are you the evening sun

Drenched in the cool waters of the sea

To quench your heat and glitter as gold,

And that is my joy when I see you,

Ever-beautiful moonly form!

… pedavol