Nafs...Desire

NAFS … DESIRE
Desire is motto of life… the mantra behind which we live. Hey … if you guys accept it or not … I ‘m writing on your behalf and this is as true as truth is. Any wish or so-called expectation from things to thrills, from persons to pathetic situations is always the mantra of living world and its people. Check your own nostalgia you shall pat my back and say ‘bang on’. It’s to start from your birth to your death in between the phases of your teens to love age, from emotions of anger to romance, responsibility till you complete your duties, the word Desire throngs your ears and paves the heart in. Family pressures to business commitments, the idea of fulfilling the commitments is always where this seed grows in. I was just paging through Kushwanth Singh’s Delhi, and I straightway started writing this post as the word Nafs prompted me to. Is there any one in the world who never desires? I don’t think so. Are expectations wrong? Why shouldn’t we expect? Am I making a sin if I expect? If expecting a sin, I shall conclude there shouldn’t be any intellectual sense? Human being has this power. He deserves to think a dream. There comes expectation when one thinks of future. I accept getting to dumps after loosing the expectations one expects is what the real reason people stop expecting. Isn’t possible to expect a wish thereby go on with your life even if you lose the next moment. Being practical is it so difficult? I don’t think so. I believe in making common sense. But, yes, when emotions are into considerations one cannot win in a practical way. Being harsh in heart the worst thing or sense in sensibility of today’s life style to live in. What is the best way to live? Being practical or impractical? Come on through on your comments!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Travel not of the road but of one’s emotional self existence

Travel not of the road but of one’s emotional self existence is always one's want. Am I right in saying this? Why people love to travel? Why people travel in search of love? Not of the road but of one's own heart? Have you ever imagined the power of realization? The power of dream?
I got from my bed with an alarm peeping the song 'ya Ali - gangster' ... shocked, got up...Finally. Straight towards the television I switch on two plugs, there comes my favorite video songs. After a brief shower I start... I usually catch the first bus to STC as me entering at mid point won’t be able to manage a seat. Usually alone with my musiques I start walking towards chaurasa (bus stop). Waiting for the bus in winter that to an hour before sun rise cools one's spine down. My friend "Joint" helps me to stay calm till I get inside the bus.
Travelling makes a person to realize the worth of reaching distance. Being metaphorically unless one travel distance he can’t know the depth of life, particularly its meaning. There are at times one won’t get the real picture or view of his own life but most often when you lead your emotions you get the right view of life and most important its sole purpose of existence. To choose the best way to travel and the seat from where you can foresee your future happening is very difficult when you have been offered plenty of options. It’s always easy to choose what is right & what is wrong. But it is extremely difficult to choose the better of two rights & worst of two wrongs.
I entered the bus, said salaam to my bus driver friend and stared at an almost empty bus. With a small confusion of choosing the best seat from where I can view the pleasant atmosphere on the way to STC I sat. Opened the half opened window peeped outside to feel fresh oxygen, tuning to sounds of melodies and enjoying sweet solidarity with sense of happiness.
There are at times people shall forget the path they have travelled , the way they have, the people they have come across or the time they have spend to reach a beautiful place and most important the difficulty it takes, the pain it endures to reach the heights and lows of life. In Travel, one come across the taste of sweat and shock and only those who smile at those and venture will reach and have reached dangerous heights.
I usually carry a novel with me. I read it whenever I travel. Flipping pages of a novel (interesting) while travelling is of feeling highness as this gives me nice tempo to my mood. Without getting carried away of reading novel I pause to enjoy the atmosphere outside , sense of opening shops , musiques in my ear, chat with persons nearby (no matter even if u don’t know). It ‘s always a beautiful sight when you happen to see varied breeze of emotions right from birds to army man. Inside the bus it’s enjoyable to see people discussing about the previous day’s story varied from romantic blues to movies to LOC’s.
It will never make sense if u can’t enjoy at each and every scene you see. One can never experience the amount of happiness around us unless you feel open to explore it. It’s not about how long you travel to success; it’s about how frequent you travel towards success will determine the actual distance you attain. Each and every thing in this universe is to learn and you ought to finish reading it before you leave.
I reached STC got down from the bus started walking towards my room. Had a cup of vending coffee sat down in my place? People started flowing in and it’s just another routine day of learning in life!!!!! Unless one learns in life, he standstills at a position from where there can be no help.
P:S: This is not what I thought of writing!!!! There’s something in my mind which stops me!!!!

acceptance...

A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco. "Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to ask. I have a friend. I'd like to bring home with me." "Sure," they replied, "we'd love to meet him." "There's something you should know," the son continued, "he was hurt pretty bad in the fighting. He stepped on a land mind and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us." "I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live." "No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us." "Son," said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He'll find a way to live on his own." At that point, the son hung up the phone. The parents heard nothing more from him. A few days later, however, they received a call from the San Francisco police. Their son had died after falling from a building, they were told. The police believed it was suicide. The grief-stricken parents flew to San Francisco and were taken to the city morgue to identify the body of their son. They recognized him, but to their horror they also discovered something they didn't know –their son had only one arm and one leg.

Strangely there is something more painful than the hurt itself.It is acceptance. It is the knowledge of that acceptance that however painful it may be, this too shall pass.And in tomorrow's past, today will be another memory lined up on the shelf gathering dust.

Where would you be tomorrow, my pretty, prancing in the warm sunshine? or singing of faded memories?

P.S: Dont read the last page of the novel that makes you to come to real Life !!! Be in Fiction always!!!

NATURE'S IMBALANCE DIET

Its Nature's tendency to give the power to each and every individual based on their Duties and responsibilities. Each and every creature in this world has some Power... Hmmm... Call it as ability in doing things which are respect to their pure sheer strength they include in themselves. An Ant can't do the real business what an elephant does and thy vice versa. It's Universal platform where we live in possessing pure strength which shall determine our responsibilities and duties in this world and shall of course conclude whether we can complete it or not. The Nature... some theists call it as GOD, shall determine what u do and what u can do and may be what u will do...Men & Women are two gifts given by nature. What is the reason that the powers given by nature are so different? Is anyone superficial to other? If so, how? Maybe who??? The nature is intelligent enough to give powers based on their responsibilities which shall make this world a better place to live in. The nature has distributed its powers so as to make this world to exist and not to cease. On the second note, no organism in this world is either superior or inferior and shall not imitate others existence as it’s not possible. Male has masculine power and he is superior. Women is superior as she rebirths herself while praying a child, the pain she adores is not comparable to masculine power!!! Who has the greater ability to retain their form to bare the pain one adores in, a Male or a Female? What is pain? Is Pain physical? Is mental pain or so called emotional pain or grudge is not painful? Physical medication is always easy when one treats in a mental asylum. In day today life of a person, more he/she conquers mental tension than physical pain.
In this regard, I can easily conclude the power and strength can only be defined based on ability to conquer mental pain which in every case is true and no one can deny that.
The ultimate truth why male tend towards the unethical passion of boozing & fagging or to some extent into illegal business is just this... "The Nature's imbalance Diet...”. Emotionally speaking when a male is ditched in a love affair by a female, why it takes difficulty for a male in getting back to what so called normal life. Is this because women know how to control their emotions in tact or they don't express as to make others feel there is no emotion in her? Truth... Please!!!!!
Truth is, scientifically speaking the magic of “Testosterone”. The amount of secretion of this hormone makes the difference in aggression and power between men & women. The same adheres to the ability to control rejection, pain, loss etc.
Alcohol & similar interests reduces the speed of drop of the percentage of Testosterone drastically which shoots high on excitement. But for women this naturally reduces slowly to nil on rejection pain or failure from excited shoot up. The speed of loss or gain in percentage of secretion or deletion causes the real problem. According to medical research, testosterone - the hormone connected to male characteristics such as aggression and sex drive - rises in women by up to 50% when they get drunk. In men, it falls."

I conclude by saying the nature eats an imbalance Diet by providing all the Physical pain to womanhood and the emotional , mental instability or pain to malehood.

P.S: Dont read the last page of the novel that makes you to come to real Life !!! Be in Fiction always!!!